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Nicotine Fiend by aristocrat, literature

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Nicotine Fiend

Your withering away slowly with each breath I take burning up every little fiber that makes you whole spreading the darkness around inside of me, quickly covering my lungs with a disease that's killing me even if I knew how to get rid of you, it's too late you will continue to plague me until the day I die with your very essence eating away at my insides shortening my life more everytime I light you up at least I know how it's going to end with you right now it might be satisfying to have you around but I know in future days you would have infected me and I'll continue to be oblivious until I'm in pain from the unspeakable agony y

Right now '03 by aristocrat, literature

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Right now '03

- Right now I'm here right now, Where exactly is here? If you can't tell me, Then I can't know... Where I am is here I want to go there But no matter where I'm still stuck here God, Why am I so alone? Shine a light so I can Find you before I'm gone And everyone has given up On looking for the real one That's hidden deep inside The real person in me I know I'm not heartlesss I'm not usually this cold But I can't stand this The train that could Can't chugg on anymore I tried to follow you, Where ever you were going But I couldn't keep up I couldn't keep running I feel like I'm about to erupt. Please, wait for me! Beca

Classic 4-12 by aristocrat, literature

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Classic 4-12

Times change often and so do people some sever ties of the past from their present lives some people still live in it the past it consumes them Many collect meaningful things to help remind them of other people, special events even of charished items like jewelry, baseball cards, even old automobiles Some think that with age Like wine, they\'ll get better Is it better to relive the past Or to change the future This always seems to be the classic question for an ever changing humanity. Classic -- written by Aristocrat

Death Has Come by aristocrat, literature

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Death Has Come

Death has come No one to save you You feel cold and numb Just before the warmth Some say before death Your enlightened for a moment With knowledge of the world To know your true existance For someone to commit suicide Hell is supposely like dying Over and over continuously Taking the same steps every hour Of the hour on the day Forever and eternally But the first time Is harder than the second or the third A thousand deaths compared to one Is it the regret? Is it the pain? Or is it the fact that Your losing your sanity A little bit each time You shove the blade Into your tender flesh Tilt your head back And swallow

Rave Girl by aristocrat, literature

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Rave Girl

Spinning in circles wildly while tipsy Staring now, mesmerized by your beauty As you twirl about in a random melodious grace Your golden hair swishing about your face You prance about in the middle of the floor, No burdens or troubles can keep you down Carelessly throwing your body around and around Spinning in circles like a drunken gypsy Watching intently, hypnotized by your beauty As you turn about in an entrancingly repetitious pace Your golden hair swishing all over the place You dance about in the middle of the floor, No worries or doubts can bring you down Freely tossing your body around and around I leave for the night,

One That Got Away - Contest by aristocrat, literature

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One That Got Away - Contest

I remember that lusty smile on those pouty lips as you stare at me with those big, innocent eyes standing there fully exposed with nothing to hide waiting for me to accept this side of you the madness of my depression is overwhelming as I feel you slip away through my aching fingers knowing now it wasn't meant to be here I stand fooling my own imagination filled with determination and hope that one day just maybe, you will come back to me nothing but memories to me this is all you are forever to regret but never to forget pushing you into the back of my mind where only glimpses of you may surface from day to day as I remember y

Lust- Trickery- or Love part 2 by aristocrat, literature

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Lust- Trickery- or Love part 2

Lust , Trickery, or Condemned Love? (pt. 2) Having left her in torpor for well over a couple weeks, so that he would have time to do a bit of research and background checking on her. Having not found much but that of recent recordings. Aeric sat on the edge of the bed, as she lay there like a lifeless corpse, he examines her for a moment, pulling the silk shit up to her neck comfortably. He takes on a cold expression of death as he places his hand to her cheek, invoking her awakening with the power of his mind, and the blood that coarses through his viens. She suddenly sits up, gasping for air as if she were being reborn again. The slumber

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the dead aristocrat by aristocrat, literature

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the dead aristocrat

dead, dead be the aristocrat with blood of nobility and ways of royalty can't save him now from death's scythe dead, dead be the aristocrat with his refined tastes and perfect etiquette can't save him now from death's scythe with his governcy and all his money no pursausion here with all his pens, paper and ink nothing changes the fact that you can't save the dead, ..the dead aristocrat

Broken by Aristocrat by aristocrat, literature

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Broken by Aristocrat

Beaten to the ground... Without substance..without meaning Just another lost memory Shattered..torn..without repair..... Down...empty..forgotten...broken... All of which describes my despair Peer into the black hole which is my soul If I had a heart it would be as black as coal The shattered truths of which you told me The illusions of love that I so believed Their all gone now..along with you Along with a part of me too.....

Until It Comes by Aristocrat by aristocrat, literature

Pure Insanity by Aristocrat by aristocrat, literature

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Pure Insanity by Aristocrat

Why must I be here I just want to go home I just want to see her again No please, stay away I know your here I feel your tainted sense Exstacy...and dellusion.. Appitomy..and confusion Twisting my thoughts Playing with my emotions Hurting people around me Why must you fuck with these things I believe in Distancing...from what makes me who I am I know this is your doing You make me sick Blue...yellow..red ...white... Take your pick Which one will get rid of you Before they get rid of me How long until I break How long will it take Fury festering inside of me How much more can I endure Til I have reached the last page of

Burning Faith by aristocrat, literature

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Burning Faith

The illusions.. The love.. Everything I believed Its all gone now.. along with you What am I going to do... Where am I going to go.. I'm lost in this god forsaken world. Can you find me Shattered and torn without repair.. Take nothing for despair Just another forgotten memory I should be dead in a gutter somewhere Welcome to my holy hell Living a lie Hoping I die Behold my burning faith Living in Exstacy Praying for Appitomy Behold my burning faith You befuddle me Torturing my thoughts To bemuse me Twisting my convictions To condemn me Welcome to my holy hell Preaching beguile Praying to death Living a lie H

Bitter man by Aristocrat by aristocrat, literature

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Bitter man by Aristocrat

Oh bitter man.. oh bitter man Why does thou harrass me? Because thee is.. Frightened... are you afraid that I one day will take thy place.. Angry.... are you mad at me for stealing thy glory... Jealousy... do you wish to be like me.. oh bitter man? Oh bitter man.. oh bitter man Please do not speaketh to me like I know thee Please do not speaketh like you understand me Please just leave me be.. oh bitter man Oh bitter man.. oh bitter man For I have not enough heart to ruin your parade Your parade of self endulgence For I have not enough strength to take away your fantasy Your fantasy of being better.. better than the rest in

She said onto me by aristocrat, literature

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She said onto me

She said onto me Don't touch but look Don't look but touch She said onto me Don't feel but touch Don't touch but feel She said onto me Don't look but feel Don't feel but look Is it the fact.. that I don't listen to her, when she tells me what to do Is it the fact.. that I don't do what she wants me to, when she orders me to Is it the fact.. that I can't let her go cause I still need her to forget or to want to love or to tolerate to lust or to hate Don't love but love Dont love but love Just leave it be She said onto me.

Here comes reality by aristocrat, literature

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Here comes reality

Twisting me.. eating away at my insides, an emotional cyclone, a tornado of destruction, disrupting my very being, everything I felt, in a dismantled disarray.. Torturing me.. like a blake hole, tearing me apart.. molecule by molecule, thought by thought, being disfigured.. losing my grasp, the warm feeling, slipping away.. I feel my existance fading, as shadowy arms wrap around me, taking my soul away, into the depths of melancholy, where the lost, never find their way, fantasy gone, here comes reality..

Not in a thousand words by aristocrat, literature

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Not in a thousand words

Strong.. physically powerful, capable of exerting great force, strength to get the job done, twist the lid off the jar Willpower... the power of the mind, to make a descision, to do the impossible, make a wish upon a star Determination.. a tendency to succeed, a purpose to move forth, to do what it takes, never giving up hope Beauty.. physical attraction, pleasure to the senses, mesmorizes the eyes, a goddess in disguise Humor.. to make a joke, entertain the company, never pass up a good laugh Temper.. a state of disposition, to lose control of the emotions, no practical wisdom here, pride can be a good thing Tale

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The Paladin by chronocore, literature

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The Paladin

Through death, decay, and evil deed Salvation comes to a world in need Trudging through the burning grounds Beloved dead lying in mounds Family, friends, everyone His time is near, the moment has come He raises his head and accepts his fate To save his home he is too late He keeps moving, some hopes remain Holding his will of evils bane He walks slowly through the castle courtyards Stepping across the bodies of guards And there he sees in the palace halls Hanging bodies and bloodstained walls He enters the room in a flash it seemed To search and destroy this horrid fiend He looks slowly to the throne of the king And there sat

My Persona Grata by faithwalker, literature

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My Persona Grata

. My Persona Grata I watch you when you're not watching I drink in your profile / deeply Quenching my thirst for resplendence Dwelling on details you don't know of Fine hair on your neck A lost freckle near an ear A dimple that peaks when you smile You and all that you are So radiant, so rare Chose me amongst many Knowing faults and impediments A miracle unaware Blind to your own uncommon beauty I raise a prayer of thanks For all that you are You, my persona grata. .

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Purple Alien Piss Flyn At Ya by aristocrat, visual art

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Current Residence: misery.....er..missouri
Favourite genre of music: alternative/heavy metal/anything good!
Favourite style of art: gothic,dark,fantasy. you get the picture
Operating System: Windows XP home edition, sadly.
MP3 player of choice: winamp... windows media player...
Shell of choice: sea...?
Favourite cartoon character: Vash the Stampede, from the anime series, Trigun.
Personal Quote: "Let's play a game, whoever falls first loses. Me first!" -Kick!-

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fangedfem is awesum!

Favourite Movies

The Crow,Matrix,Swordfish, LOTR, and many more...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

taproot. aaf. zombie. slipknot. too many to list

Favourite Writers

Don't have one yet.

Favourite Games

the FF series and Legacy of Kain series. Defiance rocks!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Psx...Ps2...GameCube...yes. i have and play all of them.

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PSP5 and Microsoft Word.

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Anime, Roleplaying games, Writing, Listening to Music, Watching movies, etc etc...

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aristocrat

Jan 3, 2004

Resolutions...

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My resolutions? Hrm. Well, I thought about it a little and this year there's a number of things I plan to do... and here is my list of resolutions: 1. Quit smoking... (in progress of doing so) 2. Be a friend and not a jackass. 3. Lose weight. I'm a little pudgy and well, there is time for a change. 4. Last but not least of all, I'm going to just do it. I'm going to prove everyone wrong and do what they say I can't do.  You think I can't do it, I'm going to be like "Just watch me." And I'm going to do it. No matter what it is. Even if you're joking around, I'm still going to do it just to prove you wrong. This is my most important resoluti

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aristocrat

Jan 3, 2004

Resolutions...

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aristocrat

Dec 8, 2003

New Icon

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yay. new icon, it's not like totally spectacular or anything, it's just a simple animetion I did in psp animation shop. (which sucks I mind you, but I've managed to make the most of it and do sorta what I wanted to do with it)  .. Which is the fading out of the guy into text. -nod- Says my name! see! watch! look! there it is! there it goes again! are you paying attention?  Ahh, fuggit. Anyways. Enjoy.

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I win - you lose! HA! nah just kiddin. Cheers Boyo!

fangedfem

Dec 31, 2003

Have a wonderful new year sweetie

I hope it brings you the happiness and dreams you desire

lesa

glitterninja

Dec 13, 2003

So uh, yeah. I was in the neighborhood with Mr. Rogers, and uh, I was wondering if I could have something naughty anyway? hehe. Who likes the Grim Reaper in SPEEDOS! Me!
This makes me happy --

bnlake

Dec 10, 2003

Thank you for your comment on my work!

aristocrat

Dec 8, 2003

Kudos and lotsa losta naughty things to whom ever gets me 2,000 page views!!!

fangedfem

Dec 6, 2003

Thanks so much for your wonderful comments sweetie

It was great to hear from you-- I havent been around much lately and have so much to catch up on

I hope all is well in your world!

lesa